*A Day in the the Life of...Me*

i just watched the little mermaid


and at the end

i cried.....what the fuck?

OK soooo incase you know you didnt get the facebook message, text message, or myspace bulleton...


**MY REALITY TV SHOW AIRS TONIGHT @ 9 pm on WE or Women's Entertainment***

its called Daddy's Spoiled Little Girl....

check it out

let me know what you think!

so yesterday...

i was hit by a car...

like i mean i was walking and this car took me out...

i went up on the hood and everything...

this would only happen to me, i mean seriously, WHO GETS HIT BY FLIPPIN CARS??

SOOO my TV show debuts December 14th at 9 pm on Women's Entertainment....

watch it

here is the website they just put up...kind of made me chuckle...

http://www.we.tv/article?CID=key%3D663%26tzOffset%3D0

copy and paste that...it should take you to it...

ha wow....

"She's the apple of his eye... the cherry on his sundae... and the lemon who's draining his bank account... Fathers love to treat their daughters, but these dads are bringing "spoiled rotten" to new heights."....thank you for that lovely introduction...

so today is my 18th birthday AND Thanksgiving!
that is crazy!

leave me LOTSSSS of love because im legal and you know what that means...





i can buy my own lottery tickets

its rush week

its festive

i know what sorority i want

and i know they are giving me a bid

so it sorta takes that thrill out of it all

kkkkk

so ya

boys drive me crazy

and there are sharks in my bath tub...life may be over as we know it

ok so just to let everyone know.....

we got 6th place out of almost 1000 acts....this is amazing

so today i had a history EXAM...and spanish test and math so wow...

in spanish its really important that i did well bc the deal was that i didnt have to come to class as long as i showedup for review and test days...and then if i made below an85 on the test then i had to come back to class WELL now the deal is i have to make an 85 or all the absneces count...which means i fail the course.....YA WOW

then history i need to do well on bc its my major...and my professor is my advisors so if i do bad in his class he will let it affect my class loads the next years ya know?

OKKKK so a couple things

HAPPY BDAY BEEYON...i was so the first to tell him at exactly 12 am this morn haha thats what makes me the crazy bff ha
DRAWN TOGETHER SEASON 2 STARTS OCT 19 I THINK and SEASON 1 DVD comes out TOMORROW!!! WOW!!!

OKKKKKKK SO NBC WILL E HERE TOMORROW AND BEGIN TAPING ME WED FOR MY TV SHOW....SO EVERYONE SHOULD COME WATCH ME SING FOR TWO REASONS...1 YOU LOVE ME 2 YOU GET TO BE ON TV HAHA

I sing wed with my group at 7 pm and thursday at 7 for my solo....all at the fairgrounds... $5 dolla not too bad....so COME ON GUYS!


ok lots of <333333333

oh a ps i have found my addicitons in life...
Shopping/spending money
drinking tea

that is all

oh and yes allison we MUST go on another date...it was just too cute the last time to just let it go

sooo guess who got stood up tonight

oh me me

ya thats right

fuckers

ummmmm i need a new lj name....and a new lj for that matter...

give me some suggestion you bitches

kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

thanks

i cut my hair and made it a gooood bit darker.....

What do you guys think?

This Months new hair


AS OPPOSED TO LAST MONTHS NEW HAIR...



oh and my phone.....STILL wont work
CURSES!!!

there is something about rainey days
when you are forced to stay inside with one another
its fabulous
my realization was right
and once i noticed that
it felt like day one again
i had that warm feeling again
and i loved it
there was something different in the way he held me
i dunno
but it was nice
:)
thennnnn mom came and picked me up....
so we could go to walgreens....
bc she needed some skittles..
yaaaaaaaa

then we got anthony anddd
we watched the princess diaries 2 haha ya i know

THENNN we made the coolest myspace group ever
fingernail biters anonymous ahah i think its myspace.com/biteemup
haha or go to my page and click it on mmy group section

LOTS of <3333333333333333

check out my cute as shit background jeffrey made me while i was doing my hair its hello kitty ya

it rocks!!!!

who the hell is tony sinclair

and was is tanquiray?????

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today by far...was probally the worst day of my life...

i hurt someone so close to me and it wasnt even intentional...what started in fun turned out to be something rather awful...i dont feel like talking about it...so dont ask me whats wrong...but i did write this during 6th period so i felt like putting it up...bc the person i hurt may read it and that would be good...

I've made some desicions I'll live to regret,
I've hurt some people becasue my hateful heart had been set,
Set on pullin gothers down just to make me feel better,
I've been acting like a fool even though i knew better,
But she was the least of my woes,
My dearest friend I've made my foe,
I'm at a stand still torn and bruised
With no clue of whats left for me to do,
I lost one I love due to immaturity,
I've hurt him so bad because of a false sense of superiority,
So now I wonder where do I begin?
How do I prove it isnt all pretend...
i know you may read this,
So when and if you do,
I want you to know I'm sorry -- honest and true..."

i dont think i a good poet by any means...but it was one of those moments when i had so much inside and i had to get it out somehow so i decided to wrtie that...and if you read this...i jsut want you to knw once again how sorry i am...

i dont have anything else to say...