Current mood:

crushed

The most awful terrible horrible day....ever....
today by far...was probally the worst day of my life...

i hurt someone so close to me and it wasnt even intentional...what started in fun turned out to be something rather awful...i dont feel like talking about it...so dont ask me whats wrong...but i did write this during 6th period so i felt like putting it up...bc the person i hurt may read it and that would be good...

I've made some desicions I'll live to regret,
I've hurt some people becasue my hateful heart had been set,
Set on pullin gothers down just to make me feel better,
I've been acting like a fool even though i knew better,
But she was the least of my woes,
My dearest friend I've made my foe,
I'm at a stand still torn and bruised
With no clue of whats left for me to do,
I lost one I love due to immaturity,
I've hurt him so bad because of a false sense of superiority,
So now I wonder where do I begin?
How do I prove it isnt all pretend...
i know you may read this,
So when and if you do,
I want you to know I'm sorry -- honest and true..."

i dont think i a good poet by any means...but it was one of those moments when i had so much inside and i had to get it out somehow so i decided to wrtie that...and if you read this...i jsut want you to knw once again how sorry i am...

i dont have anything else to say...